For three incredible days I was able to ride a good and strong pony. Was also upon the back of a fast zebra...a lesson from old friend. Them couple/few days I felt so stong and alert. It felt good in my Spirit's...my Inner-One.
This was Friday, Saturday and Sunday, the 4 thru 6 March 2011. On that Friday, I pushed the enveolpe by doing errands with my Bride after she got home from work. She picked me up from home and we were off to the market and the store called T.J. It was so nice to get out a while. Have noticed I have become less self-aware when it comes to the implant and processor sticking out the side of my skull. If folks are that curious, so be it. That, my brothers and sisters is a big thing for me. (So please, celebrate with me.) Used to bug the shit out of me. At both locations I did perspire a great deal but, I kept calm and followed Mama...it felt so grand to see folks out and about, folks with smiles and good energy...eye candy at the super market, it's where shopping is a pleasure for me, Honey...no shit.
On the Saturday, we traveled up to Mount Dora for a fantastic Powwow. A splendid gathering indeed! Stayed for a few hours. Mingled with folks from various Nations....visited with folks from Way Out West, them who have crossed Path's with me before Saturday. Rather like several mini-reunions at a huge peaceful gathering...very similar to a Family Reunion, just on a differint level. Was able to meet and speak with Mr. Bill Miller, a 3 time Grammy winner and well known through-out our Earth Mother as one of the best Native American flutist. We listened to his performance which truly was breathe taking. We watched Fancy Dancer's from the East, North, West and South. Cherokee represented!! As far away as Central America. We walked a spell, sat a spell, chatted a spell, shopped a spell...my Spirit's were in fact under the influence by the Spell's with-in our gathering...the scent's of white sage...bison burgers, BBQ, kettel corn, the smoke and scents of the fire burning in the center of the sacred circle...Nag Champa, the smell of many leathers and furs...the scent's of the people gathered there Saturday. An AWESOME blend of no incense ever lite by my hands. Thank You Great Spirit, for showing the way and for breathing your words through the breath of my Sister from Brooksville. I am Blessed. Don't suspect I'll lose memory of this for a very long time. There is no doubt of my having lost a pound or two while at powwow. I sweated there for more than most of our time visiting...as Sun set, the temperatures dropped plenty. Watching Mr. Miller playing guitar, flute and vocals across from a large camp fire was transporting. No. Don't think I'll forget that day or evening.
Sunday, was confined to house and really had to push to participate in a family Re-Do of our garage. For the most part I sat and observed, "supervised" as my youngest declares. And yes, I sat my large frame down and picked through boxes of years of family memories. Toys, photographs, the girls school related stuff's from when they were younger...seems like it was only yester-year. We found a couple of time capsules which were enjoyable and maybe bitter sweet too. And have prepared an area for me to look through and figure thumbs up or thumbs down on the remainder of odds-n-ends...simple tasks and can do as I am able while sitting. Nice. No, really. Tasks that keep my hands busy, keep mind busy too.
On Sunday evening while listening, and absorbing what one was sharing with me on a Spiritual and Mystic level, I felt myself become overwhelmed with extreme nausea, perspiration and dizziness. At the time I thought there were visions and messages. Never did share what it was with the caller and had not suspected an attack until today...feeling quite certain this was some sort of abnormal vertigo attack that evening. All I could do was stay on the phone, not talk much, look up at the ceiling...listening and going through these mad changes. Which went on about 30 minutes then I was off to bed as soon as I knew it just had to be. Have been asleep for the most part since then. Today being Tuesday, 8 March 2011.
Today the sounds have been shitty and loud. The nausea at this moment is high and the dizziness assists the nausea and perspiration. Have taken my p.m. pills/medications. My right ear continues to plop and my left ear is with discomfort.
Now, off to rejoin Crazy Horse, Sitting Bull and Red Cloud...then off to Dream World.
Father, Bless me with a strong tomorrow, please. Step by step, envelope by envelope...I so love it when I have a Good Pony under my bottom and love it like crazy when I have a Fast Zebra!!
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