My Heart Does Not Belong

As of this morning, on this very day, the of 13 July 2013 at approximately 0930, I had this sensation take over my mind, body and spirit's...

...and I heard God say to me, "Your Heart Does Not Belong To You. It Belongs To Them You Love."

And I thought, well then, now I know and I have not been able to let be the way I felt in my physical and Spiritual being. These words I felt from God, have remained and have been unable to leave alone these words from Great Spirit, and I ask, "Why me, My Lord"?

I tossed and turned in my bed as I prepared for a return to slumber an hour or so after waking. My sweet nieces and nephews were up, out, and off to a day at a park in Orlando, Florida. I already miss their laughter and energies. I miss their youthfulness, and I especially miss their complete undivided love and respect.

I am home alone for the time being. My sweet daughters and spouse have gone to the parlor for hair do. I would have gone but do not have much on top of my scalp for a beautician.

Since this morning, this message has been in my mind and heart, and as the day progresses, I contemplate, why today? Why now? And what time is it anyway?

I will remember this. I will remember how my heart felt when the realization took place. I know where I was when I felt in my whole being the acceptance and change created by this message.

"My heart does not belong to me, it belongs to them I love."

I am okay with this.