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Tuesday, July 16, 2013

Honorable Daughter Number One, An Exceptionally Pain Filled Day

Relations,

Greetings and welcome to our paths crossing. Again.

My eldest daughter is home for a Summer break and holidays, and it is awesome having her here. To have both of my darling daughters with me and within a hugs length is warm and loving. Maybe, a bit of a fathers pride is in the aire too.

Yes.

I am a simple man today. But, why sure, back many years ago, I had my travels, the adventures with my bride, places and the scenes we/I were involved with, before, and since. It explodes parts of my psyche and it blows my mind too see how Honorable Daughter #1, was so able to slide right back into the way we roll 'round these parts. With such ease, I say.

I do mean to express that my pretty, pretty princess has had one whole day of rest and relaxation since arriving home from abroad, that being today -  with her dear ole goat, her dad. I covered the telephones as well as I might so that she could sleep in, and sleep she did. Good goodness, these young world travelers of this modern day, are something else. I don't know how they do it. The they are both of my daughters, in this case.

My daddy heart reports to me, The Dad Of The Year, 2013, that this is the way my world will be for a spell. I might as well sit back and enjoy life with my family as we roll like this for a while.  Dear Heavenly Father, bless my world travelers and keep them forever safe. I pray, in the name of my Lord and Saviour, Jesus, please keep an eye on my babe's. Please, I pray for both of my other daughter's too, Honorable Daughter's Number Three, and Four. Amen.

My daughters bring me joy and being near them has been beneficial in many good right aspects for me. I have not been well with the health piece, but their youthful energy is contagious and their love is strong and unconditional. My baby's. They bring good medicine from the Spirit for their pa. I am honored.

Honorable Daughter Number One, I am sorry you were here to see the Meniere's and awful pains of the spine work your pa damned near to the emergency department today. I was there approaching dialing the 911 real quick. I do want to thank you though daughter, you were here with me and you assisted me with staying within the moment. For shits sake! There are times and days like today when the entire day is a long drawn out torture chamber of fucking pains - today on my left face, near catastrophic pains in my neck, my left upper arm, and both shoulders. So outrageous, not even the swallowed pills helped me but for a brief period of time. WTF, am I to do?

By God, these damned pains are such that I question my selves's, and what is it bout my personalities, and or my sanity that brings me to this point in life. No, wait, oh yes. It does. Please, I am a simple fellow. A daddy, a husband who loves his wife, who just so happens to be my high school sweet heart. I have loved her, my bride literally all of my life. My sweet wife.

 Today, even with pains, medications, and tears, was a sweet day to be alive.

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