I don't know if it's because they were annoyed at being in the Florida Sun or what, but these Earth Worm sized sensations on the left side of my skull have returned with a vengeance...with attitudes too honeys...
...crickets and cicadas are having a jam session in my right-good-bad ear. So damn loud! Still wish for an ear plug I could plug from the inside of my skull. My left ear has stopped beeping and is cold stone silent. A huge relief, God. Nausea is a five, as is the dizziness...slightly tipsy. Not perspiring at the moment. Yes, I am medicated - but still, what a wonderful relief. Respite.
Will begin a new round of Physical Therapy this week. Met Mr. P.T. on yesterday and was quite happy with our gathering and first impression was a good one. Brother dropped the ball today though. Was to have called me this morning about an important matter and failed to keep his word. That and this is not a positive in my eye orbs or the folds of my brains. Too late to call now, but I guarantee there will be a very business like conversation with this company come first thing in the morning...
...my body, my mind, and my Spirit's "are" my business! This is what I do for a living, ya see. If I don't work on my wish, hopes and prayers for a better health, the works won't and don't get done. I already know this! My own Kinfolk have proven this to me. For God's sake, can't you see I know this?!
Oh and by the way, I know this to be true...
...it comes from your words, whether spoken or unspoken. I see this in your eye's - when you lie to me. I can hear them in my Deaf left ear, your words come across so clear. Yes, I am saddened by your lack of faith. In ME and in GOD! There's got to be a better life style than this! I'm exiled to the inside of my home, my property...my sanctuary. I can't drive my own car. As if I must live a wonderful life with-in the confines of a compound. I get excited and look forward to doctors appointments! On good days, I enjoy an occasional trip to the store with the big red dot! Am able to see folk and get to talk with others. I really do play well with others. Really.
Had a spendid chat with a sista-from-anotha-mista yesterday...She Who Lives In Big Star. Thank you so very much for your words of positive energy, respect and sisterly love. I so do love you! Was good for my heart and all of my Spirit's! Sis, you had a concern and I thought I would share something...
...I really don't pay too much mind to what I "put out" in this cyber-space and in my case, I think it's scarey as all when one goes too far into the depths of this mystery called the internet...like if I let my imagination contemplate the depths of the Atlantic's deepest point scarey-sort-of-scarey shit. Oh, but wait, what I say and do here, what I share and how I share it, and all the ways I "put out" out here is truth, and itty bitty pieces of me...
...to share with all of my Relations.
This late afternoon and evening I'll live with peace in my Spirit's and be in the company of my bride and daughter. Our hounds too!
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