He Who Touched My Brain & I

Was able too visit with He Who Touched My Brain this morning. Was able too to visit with Dr. B., and all the super folks who work there at the clinic, as He Who, refers to his practice. So I too call one of my safe places, "The Clinic". Thanks to Nani and Papa Gene for taking me to and from. I do enjoy the ride.

Much communication and connection was made in short manner. Reviewed the Mother's Day Vertigo Attack, where I was then and where I was while with them. Spoke of medication and He Who was in agreement with giving the previous diuretic another try...I mean really, the one I'm on now is a poor product for me. It's just not doing anything with the fullness or plopping/plooping in my right ear and I felt no affect or effect from the medication at all. Oddly, we began the first medication in January 2011, then switched to diuretic #2 in March. Now just about three months later we return to medicine pill number one. I'm game and if nothing has changed in three months - we'll cross that, then.

Spoke and talked of the nausea, balance issues, uncoordination, near falls, the pains and aches post attack, my hearing and it's "good days and bad day's", and "all" the this or that's of my meniere's life style the past several weeks...

...listened as I am told the hearing piece will continue to be so sharp it hurts to being so bad it is necessary to increase volume on the television to maximum. Listening and knowing that sooner or later the hearing only gets worse. Thanks to my dear Dr.B., who ran an audio exam on me and today was actually a good day for my right ear and the cicadas who dwell there.

Other than getting up and going to see He Who Touched My Brain, I have slept most of today. Such a deep slumber I entered Dream World...plan on returning soon.

Note To Self: Dr. N., has not returned my call on the anti-sad pill. Make sure to reach out tomorow. Hell, I better reach out and touch somebody...I mean really, my call was sent out yesterday. Sounds to me as if I'm coming up short. I know it's necessary for me to eat Crow, but please?

At this moment I am nauseated and perspiring lightly...the breeze of a silent fan feels so cool on my skin. I am mildly dizzy and ache my body over. Yes, I took my night time medications. Them and their cute, pretty little colors and shapes and sizes...

...ahhh, me and my meds. What can one do? What the hell am I to do?

For the time presently, my pony Red and I are at ease and will follow along this Path at wee bit slower pace - briefly that is. Anticipate being on Red and pushing again directly.

p.s. Yes, I was Blessed with one of He Who Touched My Brain's wonderful man hugs! My Soul and Spirit's are reminded of my brother David and my Dad's hugs. Doctor plain and simple, provides the most fantastic free medicine with each and every hug. He heals in so many more ways than I can descibe. It is really as if his hands have been Blessed by God.

This month marks ten years since my little brother crossed over...I miss ya Dave! I cry for you Brother! Please give Mom, Dad, and Grandpa my love! And please let God know I send my love and thanks to Him, for all of my lifes Blessings.

I "am" Blessed, you know? I do. And yes, I am thankful...I just let all that murky yucky stuff get in my eyes and trouble my Spirits and I from time to time.

Life...oui? Oui.