She Who Intimidates Me. Does.

My Dearest Fellow Earth-Mate's...

Today I have decided to call She Who Intimidates Me. I am unable to acceppt She brush offs or the minimilizations of neurological matters "she" has diagnosed me with. The pain, face spasms, worms crawling about the left side of my skull, waking at every turn in the night and on and on and...

...on top of this the meniere's disease. Which at this moment is high on the nausea. Am dizzy in a very unpleasent way and sit here sweating. Have been able to combat the sleep and have created a good awake time in the morning. I have not been troubled by vertigo attacks for a few weeks. Don't want to type that to loudly as I don't wish to jinx myself. Dig?

Which brings me to He Who Touched My Brain. He has for quite sometime encouraged me to see She. Because of past expericances with She Who Intimidates Me, I was often hesitant to make the contact. I have always felt negative energies from She and have felt as if I were being treated as less than a patient. At times fearful and intimidated...being treated as an under-citizen, sort of falls under my "mixed breed umbrella", ya know? I believe, you see, that this is the way She Who Intimidates Me treats me and or "not" treats me time and time again. I have never asked her for anything but treatment for what ails me. She says I have I have this and that...well, whats happening with it Doc?

Please don't ask...I don't know why I didn't change doctors. Like way long time ago. Am just rather old school I suppose. Committed to being faithful and consistent with my Heath Care Team.

Alright then, this has taken me a spell to finally get up the nerve to speak up for myself. What can I say?

The words have been spoken today that will create issues. I suspect I shall recieve telephone call in the morn.

In the mean time, I shall put up with this plopping in my right-good-bad ear and listen to Zombie Crickets throw gang signs in my left deaf one.

My pony Red continues to carry me good and strong...actually Red feels quite empowered. Come on...

p.s. He Who Touched My Brain, we've had our chats about this. Thank you for the motivation to make things happen with the issues in my neck. Sorry it took me a wee bit to bust a move. Love ya like a little brother!