The Sounds

Seems to me I would say more of the sounds between my ears. Those I hear inside and those I hear out here...

...but I think I still suppress.

At this moment I have the capability of hearing noises from out here. Listening to Douglas Spotted Eagle. Softly so as to have some back ground noise as well as to assist me with focusing on the topic. Sounds.

At this moment my deaf left ear is picking up something via satellite. Beep-beepty-beep-beep and my right-good-bad-ear has six foot frogs croaking their bleeding love tunes...

...in the background of frogs I hear crickits galore. A maddening concert that remains with me for great lenghths of time. Happens day or night. All times of day and or night. Many a time I have stuck my head out the door to see/hear if what I am hearing is from outside. Never has been. Yet. Yes, it's always from with-in my thick skull.

I do still hear voices of folks not about me. Not even near me...I've checked out the door's for this too. And or have made sure the voice I heard was from someone in our home with me. Every once in a while I get spooked by a damned voice audible to me! Please, who expects to hear someone speaking in the house when one is alone?

Every once in a while by right-good-bad-ear drops all frequency and leaves me with out the ability to hear. These situations rock my free world to deaf! Not funny, I know, but I can say this. I am deaf and the loss of hearing just seems to get worse.

If there was one thing I could say to everyone on this Earth Mother of Ours, I would say this: "Relations, have understanding and patience with your Kinfolk who are Deaf or are Hard of Hearing." It's not me! It's my ear's for Gods Sake!

My Spirit's have gone weary from them who get frustrated with me when unable to understand what has been said...I learned to just stop asking more than two or three times depending on subject matter. The fake sign language shtuff is already old. Please stop already. The rudeness of them who are Relations is what cuts the deepest. If only "they" would understand.

Don't know why I only give seldom an update on my hearing. Think I might speak more of this...

It's done me good.

Tomorrow I have therapy in the morn and will meet with my neurologist in the afternoon. A hectic day for me but, I bet it gets me out and about for a while. Get to see and be with folks. Good medicine!

My Path is slowly looking more familiar. Think I'll keep this journey going.