It's 1500...

It has been a long two day's gone by. Too much sleep and not enough living.

For the first time since December 2010, am alone. Fighting the gloom attempting to take my emotions from me. My youngest daughter is at work. I have grown so used to having my daughter here I'm not sure what to say or what to do.

Yesterday and a big chunk of today was spent in a state of deep sleep that has come naturally. No medications necessary. Plan to remain awake the remainder of this day and hope to have a walk about tomorrow.

It's with high hopes that this is but a dark cloud passing over head. I'm not really in the mood for another round...maybe I'm just exhausted. Still.
Seems like a long time to slumber - these past few years...I'm here to authenticate.

My ears are in concert with the sounds of the rain forest...still pick up an an occasional beep-bleepity-beep-beep in my left deaf one. My right one went so deep in silence earlier, I missed two telephone calls. This is with the telephone placed no more than two feet from my skull. I have read that it is unusual for someone to have sounds sound same in both ears.

Well?

Am nauseated and dizzy. My stomach and throat seem to be one organ. As I sit here with beads of perspiration falling from my curls and sliding down my neck.

Have not heard from She Who Intimedates Me, regarding results from last weeks MRI. Still awaiting word on the laboratory work too. Think I'll post this and give She a call.

From my bed...