Between the noises going on between my ears and the thought processing there too, I am afraid to acknowledge I am a bit beat up this evening...
...tough time to sleep because of these sounds in my deaf left ear and the roaring planes ridicule the senses in my right...both hemisperes of the brain too.
This is one piece of Meniere's I abhor. Not that I play favorites with the disgusting symptoms of meniere's disease, it's the noises and sounds that have to be true torture. I've concluded this based on my experiances. How can I explain to someone the trials that come with Meniere's when the majority of Relations do not have the slightest clue what it is I am descibing. And some are unable to see this because they have lost their eye's. Some can't hear because they have lost their ears. I must remember.
Too much rubbish is going on within this skull...voices, sounds, tough love self-talk, bad self-talk...so much racket too often.
There's so much more to me than Meniere's...really! I promise!
Just help me with the communications piece. Please. Part of the exhaustion is having to deal with Relations who just don't get that I really am single side deaf and really hard of hearing. Some days worse than others.
I don't know.
Maybe I'm still learning too. Under this thick skull of mine is a bit of tenderness, you know?. Do you remember? I do.
Back on my pony...have to take this one day at a time. One step at a time.
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