...16 April 2011...

...today is Saturday, the 16th of April 2011. Just shy of striking 1300, here in Tampa, Florida.

My heart and Spirit's want me to have a brilliant day. Am afraid Miss. Meniere's and her particular's are giving me way too much grief. So, today I'll list these as such and give this day my best to have a damned good day.

!. Dizziness is high mid range. Enough to have me watching every step as my balance and coordination is off. Even with six legs stuff bumps into me.

2. Nausea is in the middle of my throat. Many times have come and gone when I've wished I could reach down in there and take this sensation out of my life.

3. My right ear has been plooping again. Filling with a mystery "something", then on special moments - it goes "Ploop"! My hearing in this region of my skull remains strained at best. The silence has happened.

4. My Left Deaf Ear has listened to the A.T.&T. satellite pass overhead, has captured encoded messages from the C.I.A., and an old U.S.S.R. relic on continuous propraganda directed at the U.S. of A. and Canada...in other words, so many and too much beeeeeeeepity-beep-beep-beep, or beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep's that last for minutes at a time. I mean come on already, Morris Code even!? I would swear that there have been times when my left ear has felt as if it ploop's too. I don't know.

5. Perspiration is on and off as the nausea and dizziness fluctuates with the passing of the Sun overhead...soon the moon will be visable in the blue sky.

6. The Worms are alive and well on the left side of my skull. Never do get them on the right side...Thank God! These sensations are enough to drive one absolutely mad! Ahhhh! Doctor! I have worms moving about me head! Shit! Something has got to be done about this situation. Imagine this...being in a state right before sleep and having the worms in your skull decide they want to bust a move! Um, it's not natural, ya know?

MRI new's is really no results or news yet. Did in fact have the procedure on Thursday morning. With the contrast. But won't get results until Monday or Tuesday coming up. Look, I don't know about this radiation and shtuff, but I suspect I am glowing in the bright day light! Somebody? "Holla!" But anyway's, had me like a pig wrapped in blanket in that damned tube! Yes, again, with that Frankenstien mask too. Oh Lord, my pressure went up with my heart beat! All of the people who assisted me last week - assisted me Thursday...it was almost like, wait? But really, these folks were superb with everything and every step of the process. Note. These are the ONLY folks I have ever let remove my nipple ring for a procedure or surgery. NEVER! Not since I had the gauge increased was the steel removed...but for them folks, I melted like butter. I would love for this pain to melt like butter. There are times when it hurts so bad it takes my breath away. I do the traction, take a pill when it gets to be too much...and keep going.

From my Spirit's to your Spirit's, I pass on love, peace and understanding...which, of the three is an area of concern for I and I. Relations have tough time understanding me. Maybe I'm not too much better, but enough of it to pass wishes for understanding.

Am leaning this side of not letting the sleep visit me today. There are a couple of tasks I might get involved with. I think? Or maybe step out into my garden and my Path. It is right about 85 degrees outside Must remember the lotion and my gardening hat. What? I am thinking maybe a dip in the cement pond when Sun passes more to the West.

Sounds like a nice plan for my life and my Path today. Oh, it's a beautiful Florida day out there! My Path...