Peace,
I have decided to hop on in here a spell and do just a bit of tip tapping. I have had such a strong day, the energy has rolled over into the night, and now the wee hours of our morning over here in North America. Not too long ago we gained a couple of extra hours of day light and I might suspect this has provided my step a bit of an extra pep. Nice. Peter, other than the same daily symptoms, issues, and the whatever that come with my Version 1.0, Meniere's throws at me, or whatever the damned level of pain may be, I sit here in my safe place this morning. It's 0330 and I have simply been so preoccupied with odds and ends, I have done a couple of silly tasks, like recycling, preparing items for donation and having fun preparing a new box for my eldest daughter, who lives in a land far and far away. I miss my baby. Every day of my life.
I had therapy with Sir Dude, this afternoon and consider our session a productive one. Yes, true, it was a productive face to face session, I simply suspect this one of those 'off the cuff' gatherings. Which is absolutely cleared by me, sometimes a nice no real agenda or direction session is like a water tubing down a nice cool country river. Mosey along and just have a good question and answer session. We also conducted a brief review of my medications and then it was time to scoot. We got right on in with the connection and conversations that we let go deep, deep enough time seemingly flashed before me. A 50 minute or so session felt like five minutes. Therapy, my therapist and working on the Mind and Emotional aspects of my Better Health Plan is just as urgent for me as the medication I eat daily for all and whatever it is I am dealing with today.
In my case, and I agree with this comment 100%, every aspect of my teams tie in with one and another, just like a proper run Team. A Better Ran Team? Please, understand this please, I think truly, the sight from this spot looks a bit brighter at this moment for me.
So I work it, as in I am keeping my mind busy and keeping the every energy strong, positive of realistically possible and yes, I am open to the prayers and love that has been sent my way. . And when I say or comment of strong days, these are days and times when I am able to participate in some simple Life's goings on that I used to take for granted, I mean I really took so much of my health for granted. I am here now, the Winter has become Spring, I open my heart and am open and dedicated to each, every and all allotted dates and times for every doctor appointment that I am scheduled for, and for those yet to come. I do my best to do my best to keep keeping on. Yes, Honorable One.
I learned that it is true and right to let go and let God take the wheel, but I've noticed in my shoes, I very truly have to keep a pinkie finger on it (irrational, I know). My God, takes care of me, My God, has blessed them who are my doctors, 'all' of their staff, and all associates that I may come into contact with while in any facility I am visiting for the whys and all the what ever.
I'm keeping real and it comes with a smile at this instant. Peace.
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