About Me And I, And I And I Am Who I Am

Kin Folk and Kindred,

Just a few words about me and I, and I and I am who I am.

Odd business how it is with my life's changes, it becomes a health business.

Seems to me, that what good health I ever had,

it too seemed to leave me, when my life was lived as a victim.

Then they play with me for years, then them stopped.

Then no wait! YES! I was sexually assaulted by an NCO when

I stationed with the 440th in Darmstadt. Which continued a cycle

of abuse/abuses of Male Dominance over me. Confusion. Say it!

I am afraid for the now - I am a member of our 440th Community.

I have dealt with the darkness of this incident, my fellow G.I.'s. For years.

Please, you all, don't through me out! This fool took advantage of me.

Then came Anorexia and Bulimia, for so many years, I lost 

count of self branding, as if I were cattle. This was all about too so much of me.

About me and I, and I and I am who I am.

What I'm going to do and do over, is what ever to beat this - 

Disease, Meniere's. Is it that I leave me in Dream World.

I can't tell. Is this really all a test? I just heard an old walkie-talkie

in my Left Deaf Ear. There's these random ass sounds that come with Meniere's.

Daily Audible Hallucinations, one person called it. Huh? Said that one time.

Shit, I've heard conversations and talks come back.

Which compounds the pains that dwell deep within my skeleton. Pain.

Which exacerbates my asthma, of which required an appointment last week.

And I am afraid that these two lungs and I may be hospital bound.

The loneliness of life. This medical and self imposed exile is hard to describe.

But I am familiar with this, I know such exile creates sadness that travels with it.

How odd a business this damned Meniere's Disease...

...damned sleep and slumber, pains between my muscles and my bones.

My and all of mine and I, say this, I'm going to work my ass off. Dizzy or not.

Honey, Odd business how it is with my life. Please let us work as one team. Please.

Please. I'm just some a simple PFC who was taken advantage of. To my Sisters there!

To All my Angels, My Arch Angels, My Saint's and My Lord Jesus, My God,

Thank You. I am Blessed and I know this. My two eye balls have seen much.

Seen.