La Vie En Flux

Relations,

There is something odd going on with my computer, my goggle account, and my blog.

As are my mind, body, and Spirit's.

 I have attempted to change certain things in my computer and have attempted to save these changes, but they will sometime revert to the old format. I do like my new look and so wish that this can be made so. The changes will provide a different eye feel, I believe for our guests. Then really, I've had the same format from the very beginning, way back in 2010. For Pete's sake, we're already in the middle of February, The Year Of Our Lord, 2014.

I would like to provide my Guests and Readers, a new spot to hang out for a spell. Yes-yes, same spot, you know, but to have a new look, see and read my words with a bit of a difference. Not only in scene and but in my words, I strive. Someday I would love to have music attached, just for the in case, a reader might appreciate checking in to see what types of music I listen to and enjoy. As a music enthusiast who enjoys many different genre, I enjoy sharing the types of music I enjoy having as a part of my life. My Life's Sound Track's.

This evening, I wish to share this communique informing Kin Folk and Kindred, I have been traveling along this week with much uncertainty. I will share and say as we move along with my tip tapping tonight, the events of this past week that have brought insight for me. In realization, I have been enlightened and so enlightened on multiple subjects. Such synchronicity confounds me. It is as if my mind, manners and ways of being came to a brief stand still and we all had a quick urgent meeting of all that is between these two ears of mine. Synchronicity has no doubt played it's roll in this current path of life. I am humbled and consider these gifts and blessings.

Relations, I am walking with the fear of very much change in the pulse of my heart. No, this is not an exaggeration, it's truth. This past week was choke full of life and activity. I say that so much happened and happened in such a way that I can see so clearly that I am in a cloud of synchronicity. When these come around, I tend to jump on and go for hanging ten. Sure, a Surfer Dude Term, but you see, I have this picture I paint in my mind of me 'riding the wave' when stuff gets hectic, or when things go shitty, stuff like that. I feel this in my lungs as I breathe and exhale, taking in each breathe as deeply as I can without my emergency inhaler. Not being able to breath sucks and is a life changing trip of an experience. Yes, Ma'am, I know.

But anyways, as a fellow Earth Being, a fellow Creature of Mother Earth, I feel, smell, and hear the tides change. Our fellow Earth Creatures, such as our cousins with wings, the four legged ones, and the swimmers are telling us in loud voices we are at the point of no return. Decisions must be made and must be made now. Our Mother screams at us for help and brothers, sister's, we let our World become a toxic place for millions of us today - imagine then, what Mother Earth will look like in fifty or one hundred years from now. Should we not unite now, Mother Earth will die.

Guests and Readers, there are many things within me that are oddly active and in action. My thought processes about my health, relationships, love and life. At this point in my journey here, as a fifty four year old middle age mixed breed, I want this to be the point of no return. Like there's really no damned turning back now, my friends. Forward I go.

My Path, My Life, has brought me here and placed me in several areas of being within a very short period of time. In Spirit, my body, my health, my mind, I prepare for life changes that has gifts of experience and knowledge. Life Lesson's, is what I call them. I am permitting myself time and have soaked in much prayer, consideration, ceremony and all of whatever gifts of knowledge may come my way. I promise myself to be 'with it' within me. To be present! That is what I have fought the cells for! I am giving myself permission to be present in everything and anything in all my life. All as part of feeling and working with what are life's experience's may bring. I will with purpose and intention work myself into this pace of a good walk on my path, and will walk with this purpose and intention. These decisions that have come as a part of my life's going's on, are what I want to permit myself is expansion. To expand and open my mind and heart when it comes to communications and change. To be available, more forthcoming, and welcoming of change. Rather than fear change as I have my entire life.

Whether it be as simple as something related to my computer, or as important as me having to ask for help. I mean, that's a tough subject for me right there. Changes in and of my life - today are of these types of change. Are the ones that have so often terrified me to the bone in life. Right now, and really, I could say since Monday, 10 Feb., there has been big battles going on within because I want to proceed full speed ahead. How certain or sure am I? I say right now, near the level of high intensity. I'm afraid, to the level of genuine abandonment issue stuff. For some this may be inconvenience, for me this has often brought chaos. Yes, and I share right now, I sometimes think too damned much. I think too damned much. Alright then. I own it, I think too much.

Please, tonight don't ask. I do not know really, why and how it is my mind works the way it does. My Body and I are like these huge passengers on this Special Little Ship called "Mario's Mind and his Brain's". Yeah, sure I know, but for me you see, since I have two halves of a brain, the left and the right brain, I figure I have more than one brain. Okay then? La Vie En Flux.