The Removal Of Self

Relations,

Things in my life and on My Path, have seen that some matters, which involve family and some close friends have become unhealthy. Unhealthy for me, my kin Folk, and certain close relations.
The energy's of discontent, bitterness, sadness, jealousy, and a petty attempt at involving negative supposed medicine from out side of our family, has gone on far enough.

I have two of four dear sisters who have invisible diseases, some similar to mine - some not, but all involving the neurological aspects of our health. All chronic. All same blood. I cry for my sisters and their children, my nieces and nephews. Things change and things are changing straight before our eye orbs. I pray for my sisters and share my love in a mighty way. Oh my. They're all my baby sisters and I love them all with all my heart. I guess that's what a big brother's all about.

It has become necessary that I relinquish my relationships with certain members of my Circle. Our Family. Outsider's, them without our blood have created much unrest and strong bitterness. I have decided names are not needed and besides, that type of talking is a negative force in itself. What I am doing today, the 29th of December 2013, is removing myself from the influences of these familiar individuals. Removing myself from the negative energy and energies that come from these particular Folks, and the suctioning of energy and vibrations that come with them. Like leaches leaching from the swamp. Their fancy talk and false intellegence is meant to impress others like them, and use these techniques to manipulate others. Control others,

No more here.

I'm one to tend to let go of the little shits in life and move along with life, but the bigger, harsher, more negative, energy is dealt with on a different level. Prayer. Great Spirit, is aware of the hard work I have done in my recovery, that continues now with the many issues of health, Meniere's Disease, Asthma, Cervical spine issues and chronic pain stemming from neurological matters, and now, such matters as these that can make life so sad. The fighting I have done for myself, the tears that comes from such unhealthy situations in life, with my health and the rubbish of others has let me know I've seen enough...

... slowly over the past year or year and few months, I have worked on this removal of self and I reckon the time has come. When I am hurt by individuals, especially them in my circle, I forgive until, I just can't forgive any more. There's only so much bull shit one is expected to take in Life before something has to be said. And or done. Seen.

This is not something I have taken lightly. I have prayed, and contemplated hard on what I am having to do. My health is more important, as my teams mates would surely agree with. Whether professors, surgeons, specialist, nurses, or the MRI Techs, and all of my team mates, have something in common with me, we have this belief. My health comes first.