Pacing Back and Forth

There was a realization earlier today when it dawned on me that I was pacing back and forth, from -

 - this side of the house to the West Wing and then I caught myself as I did this in a tight six feet section and going back and pacing, back and forth.

Sweating and gagging as I am now, glad to report no productive vomit. Yet. It is early.

I am dizzy and have been so much more than most of the day, Ma'am. I don't have an explanation for this matter of conduct and why is it that now I recognize I pace and that I have paced, but for how long then have I been pacing? I am uncomfortable sharing this for some reason. I speculate I don't want folks placing no more damned diagnosis of anything. Nothing on me. There's no real connection here though, I would have shared as it was time to share. As in now.

My left deaf ear has had six or seven inner ear muscle spasms and I have had four or five facial spasms. I keep in mind that it is but 1657 and I plan on combating the sleep until later after dark. Both ears have been exceptionally busy with loud sounds and noises. Disgusting with it's non-stop torture and just the quantity and quality of noise and sound..

Prior to this am at 0745, I slept approximately thirty hours, got up spent time with the ole Botswana and returned to bed. Sleep has been plentiful.

These pains in my body are something that I sleep with - I am reminded of it when I move, when I go to and roll over. My shoulders, neck and skull are areas where the pain is literally to my skeleton. These pains are something I live with. Every day and night, so I pace.

Soon the time comes we have insurance, then tests come. I pray, God Bless, The pacing.