Life Happens, Again

Relations,

This is one of them real live, "Life Happens" occurrence's, those that tap at the door time to time.

Above and beyond what is affecting me physically, my illnesses effecting my day to day, and with quick reference, the financial matters, that compound my processes within. A surprise. financial event took place just a couple of hours ago - the motor for the pool pump ceased operations. No, no, wait - it has been operating, just not working. Yes, this piece of equipment was drawing juice from electrical wire, just no operations and very much corrosion in five years.

Skip-skip-skipping over medical procedures due to financial issues, plus no Insurance and shit and now, I am in the shoes of a person necessitating stuff-be-done but don't because we are in financially troubled matters, this that is drowning us, our lodge up-side down house, yet I enter right side up. Seen? We have obligations and responsibilities to uphold. We work hard to take care of my business. My business, is my health, which is physical, emotional. Proper care of our home, property and it's functionality, is a part of my business.

Now, four square the ball to the right corner and hit it here where I am so desperate. Oh, My Dear Great Spirit! I am to the point of desperation. And no, these are not exaggerations, neither some stretch of this active imagination of mine. I sit here, with breath short and me sweating, I have shed my tears off/on, and have spoken out loud in this silent house. The pools pump motor is to be replaced, this kind young fellow is on the way now with replacement. My nephews expect that Tio's and Tia's pool ain't growing tad poles and frogs in it. En'it? Huh?

I feel my heart beating a different sound at this time. A drumming musical note. An inner beat.

Please, File this under, 'Life Happens".