Kindred Ones,
The call I was asked to anticipate never rang. Disappointed, I was yes, but I am okay.
I am still of the mind and energy set to let us get this work going on now while I'm still young and be able to have fun with my Life. My Wife. I have a good sense of a life style, and I would love one not too heavy on the drama and not too-too light on sharing love within our Family Circles. We do not grow any younger as my days pass me on by. I pray for forgiveness from any and all Family and Kin Folk I may have said anything disrespectful or led One to believe such negative vibes when silence plays a roll. Then, with all those damned Meniere's Voices and Sounds living between these two ears of mine. I am aware I may have a certain way operate and talk from time to time. I might, maybe One who speaks swiftly with some ways of Talking that are meant simply to communicate with my heart to yours and the Hearts of many I hope. Ours. I really would look forward to and wish to have the old walkabouts I used have - right here back in Life with Me. I do so have a love for Family, I am feeling a Rebirth of the Love of and for My Family, beyond my dear souse, Botswana, and my daughter's. My Hounds. Well it was just not that damned long ago, two years maybe, all of us were united and reunited as Familia and Kindred One's. Again, Family Survive by the Crossing of Paths! I so celebrate this and it feels so good. Oh yes, it feels good and happy to know "We", All of My Teams Combined and I are working on this as a Whole Damned Happy Team. I feel it and it feels good. My Team, in quick step forward march!
It feels so too good to be this excited. Please, I am afraid of sabotaging my health goals. by the influence out of my circles. I Silently Scream for My Arch Angel Michael, please come and protect my bride and I. Love and Protect My Children. Keep us focused on keeping on keeping on. I love that to Deaf! The Hopes, prayers, and wishes that have come in via so many media out-lets, let me know that I am mind blown! To have so much wonderful and sincere love sent my way has been very truly touching to my Core, and Oh, thank you, my dearest friends and family! What an awesome feeling to have this opportunity, to dream - in the light of day or the Dark of Night, about my healing that's going on! I have a will to live and I am happy to be here. Rather than the last year or so, my heart is in a good place and ready to move on. For God's Sake, it is time to get back out here and share my heart, life and mind, with Folks. Write a bit, oh, I miss this connecting with Kindred One's and Kin Folk who have connected with me over years before the Deafness. I am still good at sharing respect and love, to One and All.
once upon a time, my bride and I still had a dream and hoped and prayed that our travels to the reservation would drive us insane with anticipation and happiness. Soon. Seen?
Work at Moffitt is ramping up. I am stumped still, but there has been much work with my Meniere's Disease and the symptoms that come along with it. My Pulmonologist, He-Who-Has-Saved-My-Life, is very much back in the mix of my Life's Sound Track. I am Deaf and very Hard of Hearing sometimes My Communications will be sharpened by wearing my BAHA. My Bone Anchored Hearing Aid. Which is a Cochlear Product every time I am conducting any form of business. For any day. Oh Great One, Bless my doctor's knowledge and his hands of and for healing. Sometimes true Miracles occur, like the times he has saved my life. We have known one and another near thirty years, as we've watched each other and our Family's grow. This is an Honorable Gift to me that I am unable to share or explain, it is very much a Family like Love. This is the way we Greet each other at Doctor's Clinic. I am humbled. I want to breathe and I want to live. I know what it feels like to be choked and can't breath and I have had Asthma attacks that took my breathe away. Like, my breathe was gone. No breath, and how damned horrific that it!
I wish to pray a prayer of thanks for Dr. George Foreman, MD, EMT, all of those many years ago it was he who fought steadfast along side of me, and fought hard indeed. He also performed surgery in my sinuses in search of what ever it were causing all of an entire undiagnosed disease, that had all confused. The Medical Professionals, and I the patient in a dreadful pain and then, it at this time that Dr. Foreman, highly recommended Doctor He-Who-Touched-My-Brain. I am Blessed and Honored to have this Ultra Incredible Dream Team involved with my life. All of us working diligently, we are all working with a purpose and with such fantastic love and care, that I feel as if my Patient Number is beginning to Matter, as just not long ago I felt like cattle being rounded up. Strict and steadfast confidentiality is a strict pulse of the hearts of the Professional who are working with me. My feeling is that I am well protected and respected here. I say, this as what I am beginning to experience is an extraordinary Better Health, Spiritual, and Emotional Care Team. This coming from Professionals who are sharing these qualities as an accompaniment to their Legendary TLC and Services.
So, the call from Surgical Coordinator will take place come the morrow. I'm okay with that.
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