Plans To Re-Open, Excuse My Dust

Dearest Kindred Ones,

Just a quick note to share that I'll be returning soon and have plans to spend more time here at home. I sometimes forget how good it feels here. This is one of my safe places. I have been staying in one of my other safe places for a while which has taken me from here. I want to come back.

Over the past few weeks there have been several plus more injections than I can remember to remember, and simply too many surgical procedures.

The pain that resides within my body's skin, often lies between my muscle/ meat and my skeleton. The pain has increased substantially since procedure. I take one pill by mouth, and that's is the way I want it to be, as I am the patient, and yes, my Doctors would want to know my wishes. I speak openly and freely with of my doctors and professors. As note, there was very minimal effect from an incomplete procedure, the cloaking seemed to last three days and I'll explain more on a later date. There are Surgical Procedures that have become more and more often, so this appears to be something that I'll have to let become routine.

The Meniere's Disease, has done it's presence very well announced. Like the fog that sometime holds up my very speech, it has caused nausea to become more present over the past few days, vomiting in mouth and commode. The facial spams and inner ear spasms continue. It's all a way of life for me and there isn't anything that has come through to ease it. With nausea, I vomit, the dizziness is present as I tip-tap and I sit here sweating in an air conditioned room in our lodge. No. Please. Don't ask. Not tonight please. I have continued with therapy and plan to continue. Well into and until I feel that I am solidly on the Earth. Both bare feet very comfortably standing upon this wonderful Earth Mother of ours.

For now, I say Good morning and Good Day. I am going to another safe place and read.

P.S. I am working hard in preparation for getting back into my rhythm in my Life's Path. I've got some rhythm. I'm that damned Mixed Breed remember? Peace, Love and more peace. Big Bear