Kin Folk and Kindred One's,
And then, I thought, well hell, I haven't had a nice open and close. Show and Tell, that type of stuff, yes! Tonight's a good night for opening up the shuttered brains and do some Fall tidy-it-up. Same as it has been for a few weeks, considering change and working on the preparation of work that come with change.
I will conduct a "Share and Tell It!". An opening of my Spirit's, a direct confessional to My Great Spirit. Oh, sure, I was a right down good Southern Mixed Blood in the South Eastern U.S.A.
Shit yes Man, life is different here, listen to the usually complaining Yankee's and Canadians and you would think the state is one long Key Largo. But it isn't and too sadly just not yet.
This form of quick/rapid stress relief is something like a word association scene but not really. I think so, just don't know about others - if most do, I'm cool on this. Right. Right here, I just go with the flow of my thoughts and mind set. I do not censor what I tip-tap, so I'm not ready to apologize for using profanity or some dumb shit like that. Okay? Alright then...
#1. Alright then! I've got to let it go! Open this up and let it loose. Verbal Vomit!
#2. I dislike that "spell check" still insists I am writing my name incorrectly.
#3. I am an American, a North American. A Mixed Blood.
#4. Maybe that's why the computer insists I misspell my own damned name.
#5. The pain levels in my body are beginning to become affected by the medicine I eat.
#6, Or the hundreds and hundreds and thousands of injections.
#7. I don't shitting enjoy getting all of these thousands of injections. Yes, thousands!
#8. On my face, in my scalp, on my big bobble head, my neck. shoulders and my back. On my breasts, my man chest - really - but, these were my man boobs. Seen.
#9. An occasional shot right back there on/in the ole junk-in-my-trunk. I've Got Butt.
#10. My hope's ride high on gaining ground on the Neurological Pains! I feel something!
#11. Look, I've decided something in life and that is, I've got to cut self critical shit out!
#12. Yes, this is something that I've always done in my life. I've played Wild Cat. You see?
#13. There is something else that I have let wrap around my skull like a fine silk scarf.
#14. Meniere's Disease, has moved in to stay, there's not a damned thing I can do about this.
#15. So I figure, I better get to it with my life. It doesn't matter what I begin to do. I must do begin. Write down minor lists of tasks or 'open the office' like I call it and bust business calls.
#16. And I swear, I want to live! I want a life! I have a Life! It is now for me to get busy.
#17. Time to get busy again! And if I fall, I'll shake it off and keep on keeping on.
#18. For Pete's Sake! I'm still so damned young! And handsome too! Six Foot Two!
#19. Listen, let me share this, crying because I miss my mama, this is not depression.
#20. Hell yeah, I'll mention my Mama again! Lord, the lessons I learned still come to pass.
#21. Mom, I miss you, Dave and Dad a whole damned mess full. You still live in my heart.
#22. I think about a Kid I knew in school, and hope he's doing well, he was always so cool.
#23. I love and respect my Wife! I've always prayed, contemplated, and wished the best for us. Once when there was Four of us. My Beautiful Daughters! Especially now that Our future requires immediate attention. Oddly, there's nothing in this owner's manual about what to do when this happens. Bastards! My Spirit's move on, like my physical form and we move on.
#24. But first, Sir, please just keep on doing what you've been doing. Moving about.
#25. I do not have any idea why I thought that you would ever apologize. I simply don't.
Well!@! Yes! It's a roller coaster and I am sweating and gagging. Please, understand this is therapeutic to I and I. It is a form of mental exercise. Brain food. I enjoyed this dash and I surly hope you, my Guests enjoyed this also.
I am in silence for the souls being dispatched tonight, especially come morning and throughout the day. Americans here now, might consider reading a paper every once in a while. God Bless America! God Bless Our Earth Mother! Love Live The Queen!
Mario's Path, Mario here ...
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