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Wednesday, December 29, 2010

If I Could, I would Still Scream, Let Me Bleed!

My Relations and Fellow Survivors, I wish to convey the conversation has taken place. Prior to hospitalization and prior to Christmas, as I was asked by my Stewie.

The talk has been made.

This is not a treaty! There is no treaty!

This is a stern and steadfast boundary that has been established to take care of me and the One's inside. Forever...

...there will be NO MORE of those converstions! There will be NO MORE attempts to manipulate, perpetuate, or perpetrate sexual advances! NO MORE talks of his sexual desires! NOT ANOTHER WORD of ANYTHING related to SEX!

Forever Never again!

He has been made aware that even one word of this forbidding speech is Forever Forbidden from mein ear...if this should ever be betrayed, my Voice will carry the Words of many years and will fall like rain onto them near and afar...

...I will not be betrayed again. If I knew this task would have been so easy to communicate - the talk would have taken place long ago. Now I know.

This has been a piece of luggage for way too long...also, the dark cloud that loomed over-head for such a very long time is being evaporated as I share every word and promise.

I promise to keep my word. I expect the same of him.

Walking my Path with much less luggage...

2 comments:

  1. HOT DOG!!!! YOU GO MY FRIEND....TAWANDA!!!!
    I AM SO PROUD OF YOU...xxooo

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  2. Old Kindred Spirit, thank you kindly, Ma'am. There is no words in my simple mind to explain or express the discernment, so, I simply thank you again.

    Time...

    ...and TAWANDA!!

    p.s. Sir Dude, made an observasation while in session this morning...a change on/in my Path. With respects to this closed chapter, yes. With respects to meniere's and other such physical ill's, NOW, I am better able to focus on what is right...the meniere's and other such physical ill's. True? True!

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